Monday, January 9, 2012

Noona Neomu Yeppeo

-Minho’s oneshot-

I woke up this morning earlier than the usual. Little did I know that I was smiling in my sleep until I looked at myself into the mirror. It must be because of the dream that I had last night. A sweet dream.

I took my time to get ready to go to the dance studio. I have a class with SHINee today (I’m their dance choreographer and FYI, I’ve been with them ever since their Replay days). Plus, it was still early so I guessed I could pack some cookies that I baked yesterday for the boys. They must be ecstatic since my cookies are the best according to the SHINee boys.

I put the cookies in a box alongside 6 cans of energy drinks. That’s a must as they’re living with a very hectic schedule. And, not to forget the fact that some of them are still growing up – by that I meant Lee Taemin. In short, besides teaching them dance moves, I need to feed my boys healthy food too. But, I’m not taking over Key’s role as the umma. Let’s just say that I’m a friend and also a noona they looked out for when they in need.

**at the studio**

“Noona~~” Taemin sang. As always, this kid is the first to greet me whenever we meet.

“Hi, guys.” I smiled at the hyper Taemin.

I looked around but there’s nobody else in the room besides me and Taemin.

“Where are the others? Are u here by yourself?” I asked as Taemin started warming up.

He stretched his legs. “Jonghyun hyung and Key hyung is on the way here. They’re a bit late because they have a pre-recording.”

“Oh, there’s Onew hyung over there.” Taemin pointed at the glass door behind my back.

“Hi, noona.” He grinned. I don’t know why but somehow that smile always makes me feel happy.

“Where’s-” I was going to ask but got cut off by Onew.

“Minho?” he continued my question that I was planning to ask them.

“Eh? He’s not here?” Taemin scratched his head.

I shook my head in disbelief. How can he not notice his favorite hyung’s absence? Lee Taemin, adorable yet so weird.

“I’m here.” I heard a familiar deep voice answering as the door creak opened.

“Me too.” That’s definitely Key.

“Noona, I’m here too.” Jonghyun said while jumping up and down and waving his hands in the air. Tch… he must have thought I couldn’t see him behind the tall Minho. Poor dinohead Jonghyun.

**after finish dance practice**

All of them were resting and ‘rejuvenating’ as Jonghyun referred to. I gave the boys the cookies and drinks that I packed for them.

I was very satisfied to see their happy faces when they eat my cooks.

“What are u guys doing?” I asked as their laugh echoed in the room.

Jonghyun pulled my wrist to make me sat down on the floor with them.

“Why? What do u want to do?” I tied my hair into a messy ponytail.

“Let’s play a game. Rock, scissor, paper.” Taemin clapped his hands excited at his own idea.

I nodded and that’s when we started to play. And guess what? I lose. I’m such a loser when it comes to this game.

All of them were rejoicing at their victory.

“Yay, noona. U lose. Punishment. Punishment.” Taemin and Key squealed.

I slapped my forehead gently. “What kind of punishment?”

“Easy.” Jonghyun chirped.

“Minho will give u a backhug.” The words slid out from his mouth so fast as if he had this planned earlier.

“That’s my punishment? Are u sure it’s not Minho’s punishment?” I stressed the name Minho.

All 4 of them excluding Minho nodded vigorously.

“O…kay then. Let’s do it.” I mumbled trying to hide the enthusiasm in my voice.

I stood up facing my back against Minho. The other guys were sitting on the floor just like a bunch of kids watching a magic show.

I smiled but inside my heart was beating like crazy. I could feel the warmth and heat from Minho’s body.

His hands snaked around my waist slowly and gently before he placed it firmly on my stomach.

Minho’s breath on my ears made me shivers. I was fluttered and I bet the ‘watching spectators’ could see my face gotten red.

But what made my heart skipped a beat was when suddenly Minho’s voice broke the silence.

“I love U, noona.” He whispered in my ears.

__________THE END__________

Tragedy

-Onew’s oneshot-

Listen to this while read: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7SiGLLeeNeU

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Hyerin and Jinki were childhood best friends. They were inseparable. Jinki would never let Hyerin shed tears. While Hyerin is the reason behind Jinki’s everyday smiles.

However, their 11 years of friendship went down the drain just for a freaking misunderstanding. One stupid misinterpretation. A foolish feelings called love.

Now, they have been separated for a very long, painful, and lonely 8 years. Hyerin almost lose herself after gotten dumped by Jinki. Everything started to fell apart ever since her other half left her. Someone that she’d never thought would let her be alone. Someone that vowed to never let her cry. But, that someone was the person who brings the most tears in her life.

Jinki, pretended to live a new life as if Hyerin not once exists in his life. He has long burnt his love for her in his mind. To him, Hyerin was just a dead and contagious memory that he would never fall for again. But, everyone around him knew that Jinki was just lying to himself. He didn’t forget Hyerin, not even once he stopped thinking about her.

“Love would just end up with tears and pain.” Jinki muttered to himself as his eyes were fixed to the road.

Little did he knows, his friend Byeonghun heard his ‘philosophy’ of love.

Byeonghun cleared his throat as he tried to construct the right sentence to say to Jinki.

“Dude, do U wanna hang out this weekend?”

Jinki didn’t turn to look at his friend. “Hang out? Where?”

“At my fri-“ Jinki cut off when Byeonghun was about to answer his question.

“Oh, I just remember. I can’t go out this weekend. Got an event to attend. Sorry, man. Why don’t U ask your girlfriend to go with U?” Jinki suggested.

“No!” he shouted. Jinki almost jumped on his seat, startled with Byeonghun sudden scream.

“I… mean. This was supposed to be a boy’s day out.” Byeonghun retorted.

“Does that thing even exist? Boy’s day out? Sounded so… odd.” Jinki raised his eyebrows.

“Well, I don’t know. But whatever. I don’t care about your stupid schedule. All I want is for U to come with me by hook or by crook. Period!” stressed Byeonghun.

**during the weekend**

“Byeonghun, where are U?” Jinki asked on the phone.

“I’m here.” Byeonghun replied.

“Where the hell is ‘here’?” Jinki sighed. He was annoyed for sure.

“Just go up the stairs. I’m in the first room on your right.” He explained.

“Okay.”

“By the way, come in with the sweetest smile U’ve ever give to anyone else.” Command Byeonghun.

“What the-” Jinki got cut off as Byeonghun hung up the phone.

**In the room -A/N: fyi, they’re in a jamming studio**

“Byeonghun, can I ask U again for the 14th time? Why are we here? I mean, with just the two of us how on earth are we going to jamming?” Hyerin asked her former high school bandmate slash former best friend’s friend (A/N: Onew)

“Chill. Who says it’s just us?” Byeonghun smirked.

Hyerin raised her right eyebrow in confusion but she has no intention to question him any further.

The door suddenly creak opened slowly as the two of them were talking.

The figure peeked in his head to look around when his eyes caught someone on the stage.

“Jinki.” Hyerin mumbled. She didn’t blink her eyes at the sight of a person whom she longed the most for the past 8 years.

Jinki walked in the room with a ‘sweet’ smile that he has falsified. Despite the shock to see Hyerin in front of him, Jinki still managed to put on a fake expression. ‘I don’t know her.’ He thought to himself.

Hyerin ran slowly to him while Jinki stood still, puzzled.

She approached him. Jinki, still standing like a statue. Neither moving, nor blinking.

“Jinki.” Hyerin hugged him so tight. Tight enough to let him know that she won’t let him go ever again.

“Why did U leave? Don’t U know how much I suffered when U weren’t around? How much I needed U?” Hyerin sobbed.

“I’m sorry. I thought-“

“Stop it! Don’t U dare to think anything when U don’t even know the real thing.” Yelled Hyerin with her eyes red and wet cheeks.

Jinki cupped her plump cheek. “I miss U.”

Hyerin wept even more when she heard Jinki’s honest confession. That’s what she always wanted to hear from him all this while.

**2 months later**

“Don’t let go.” Hyerin mumbled in her sleep that night.

Jinki held her hand and stroke her hair. After the reunion/reconciliation, both of them decided to continue their relationship where they left it before. Only this time they do no longer doubt their feelings towards each other. Love is what it is.

He kissed her forehead for the last time. Jinki tried to hold back his tears, however it wasn’t that easy. As he put his lips against Hyerin’s, his tears dropped on her cheek. Jinki wiped the tears while slowly walked off from her bed.

With a heavy heart, Jinki left Hyerin’s room. This would be the end of their short love. This time, Jinki would leave Hyerin not for a few days, or months, but for an uncountable period of time. Nobody knows that Jinki has been suffering from cancer for the past years. He’s dying, but then he didn’t have the gut to leave Hyerin for the second time. Not again, though he would be the reason for Hyerin’s tears, Jinki wanted to fulfill his own final wish – to love and be loved by Hyerin.

“This is wasn’t what it supposed to be. I wish I could hold on to U forever. I wish I could say ‘I love U’ in every breath that U breathe. But, we have to live the reality. I have to let U go, though my heart hurts a lot. I don’t know why sadness and tears are part of our relationship. It always has to end with a goodbye. I’m sorry that I have to leave U again. But, I guess that’s how it meant to be. Lee Jinki and Go Hyerin will not be together in the end. There’s no such thing as an internal love. But, promise me that I will always live in your heart though this heart is no longer beating. Goodbye, my love.”

And with that letter, Jinki bid his farewell to Hyerin.

___________THE END_______________

A/N: it’s a long oneshot. I kinda planned to make it a twoshot. Or maybe write a sequel to this story – after Onew left/died. I dunno. Tell me if u think I should do the 2nd part. Btw, this oneshot is inspired by the song Tragedy by Onew and Jonghyun(not sure who’s the original singer). I suggest u to listen to the song while reading this ff. maybe u could get the real feelings. But, it’s better if u watch the vid w/ English translation. It’s a really heartbreaking song, trust me. Specially during Jjong’s and Onew’s high note.

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Oneshot + Header credit


It's my new craze..
Oneshot:D
so far i've wrote 2 oneshots...
and i can't stop write cos evrything bout it is so random...
for one minute, i thought of something random,
and the next, i start to write it all.
and voila~
my irst oneshot is a Minho's story.
just like i've mentioned,
it's random...
here's the link and i hope u can check it out:)




this is Onew's oneshot.
I wrote it yesterday,
and i just post it on my asianfanfics account half an hour ago...
once again,
i'm begging u,
Please
read my ff:)
i know i sound desperate
but who cares?
i need more subscribers and views - i'm so honest, ikr? :P
Read it here:
TY:D

P/S: Sorry i forgot to credit my friend fydapanda for making such a beauty... thanks fyda, i love the new header:) U rock, girl! ILY:-* hehe

Thursday, November 3, 2011

luck is not on my side


I'm definitely not in the mood rite now and perhaps for the whole day.
I'm sad.
Upset.
Frustrated.
Dissapointed.
Hurt.
I had a high expectation on myself despite the hardness and difficulties that I have to go thru, I believed in myself.
I'd lost hope before, but it turned out that the outcome was better than what I expected.
That's the reason,
I have the slightest hope and confidence that luck will be on my side this time too.
Guess not...
But what's more depressing is that...
I'm not crying.
I can't.
Tears just won't come out.
I had runny nose instead.
Tsk...
Guess I have to cheer up and pretend that there's nothing bothering me.
I'm going to watch my new bias...
SHINee.
They're my new happy drug - as in the thing that made me happy, duh...
AdiossXP

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Fanfics

I wrote a ff but currently it's on hiatus.
Why?
Cuz apparently I have silent readers - nobody comment on my ff - xcept a very kind & understanding Malaysian girl who kindly subscribe & comment - Thank U;))
Anyways,
i tried to put the link but it failed for the nth time.
So,
Just help urself searching it on google.
Google Google
Saranghaeyo Sunbaenim
Please...
do subscribe since I need more supports (read:subscriptions)
But...
If possible,
make an account on asianfanfics since u can't comment or subscribe if u're not a member...

Fanfics;))

Eillooo my friends;))
How's it going? heheheh;) Me? Just normal...
So...
Fanfics eh?
I know, I know i'm sooo outdated with dis fanfic stuff... well, what can I say? I fell in love with it. and now I found myself stuck reading every single ff there is - only those with my bias in it=P
Who would've ever thought that i'll have a crush with - uhm, well first : Minho SHINee, then Kim Jaejoong, after that even up till now Jonghyun SHINee.
Every day I'll just keep on checking new & interesting Jonghyun's ff. I can finished reading a 100++ chapters in just a day and i dun give it a damn even if the dark circle around my eyes are getting more circular(?)... heheh whatever...
So...
I'm currently - well not exactly currently since it's on hiatus- writing a fanfic.
Surprise surprise since i finally decided posting & sharing it with others.
Some of my friends know how many ff i've been writing & how many of them that sadly & unconciously got deleted.
Well,
I'm moving on with a new one which has nothing to do with those that I've wrote before.
It's not finished yet.
I purposely put it on hiatus since I've got silence reader - nobody comment my ff xcept there's one very kind & understanding Malaysian girl that kindly subscribe & comment on my ff.
Anyways,
it's a story where i put Kibum as in super junior's unactive member Kim Kibum as the main character. True, he's not exactly my bias but he used to be one. I just happened to think that he'll be perfect for my ff.
And,
I'm extremely (read: desparately) hoping that u guys can check out my ff.
If possible,
make an account on asianfanfics since i need more supports (read:subscriptions).
U can't subscribe if u're not a member, just so u know;))
Here's the link:
Please...
do subscribe and i'll immediately update it ASAP...
Thank U
I Love U<3