I'm definitely not in the mood rite now and perhaps for the whole day.
I'm sad.
Upset.
Frustrated.
Dissapointed.
Hurt.
I had a high expectation on myself despite the hardness and difficulties that I have to go thru, I believed in myself.
I'd lost hope before, but it turned out that the outcome was better than what I expected.
That's the reason,
I have the slightest hope and confidence that luck will be on my side this time too.
Guess not...
But what's more depressing is that...
I'm not crying.
I can't.
Tears just won't come out.
I had runny nose instead.
Tsk...
Guess I have to cheer up and pretend that there's nothing bothering me.
I'm going to watch my new bias...
SHINee.
They're my new happy drug - as in the thing that made me happy, duh...
AdiossXP
