a matter of disbelief

This is Park Hae jin. He's an actor and he has schizophrenia (i hope i spell it right)

Hard to believe, eh? i know... and dats what i've been thinking diz days... so good looking, yet suffers a mental illness...

i first saw him on FO which is not long ago - only a few weeks ago specifically. he's chunhee's replacement in dat show. Haejin is such a charmer though he's not as charming and cute as seunggi but he got his own thing - he can cook.

the thing is, what bother me the most is not the fact dat he's a schizophrenic - again i hope i spell it right - but the criticize dat he got from other people saying dat he's making up the story bout the disease so dat he can get an exemption from going to the service. i mean, why on earth would he made up such a lie just because of the army thing? it really doesnt make any sense at all. it doesnt do anything except embarrasing him. i may not know him dat well, but if he's really dat desperate, i dont think he'll go as far as saying "I'm a schizophrenic" to public.

anyways, ignore those people haejin oppa. u got mine and other understanding people's supports. We believe you.

SALAM RAMADHAN & AIDILFITRI

Nothing much to say, just Selamat Hari Raya to everyone - my family, friends, etc...

May u have a merry and joyous Aidilfitri dis year with ur loved ones;)

I'll be home for Raya tomorrow morning with my KL friends - Fida, Idora, and Nik. I'm suppose to get on the bus at 11.45am which means i'll be arriving at around 1pm. after that, i'm going to go shopping for my baju raya with my mom as promised. i extremely hope dat i can get my jubah dat i want so badly... what worries me the most is the fact dat i might not find the right size for myself... no matter what, i want a jubah on dis hari raya.

SALAM RAMADHAN & AIDILFITRI

Today is Ramadhan 26th, which means we're going to celebrate hari raya in less than a week. I'm still here now in Lendu - on my bed specifically having 2 classes today at 2.30pm till 6.30pm. Life's sucks sometimes...

Anyways, I'm taking dis opportunity to wish Selamat Berpuasa to all Muslims since it still not too late=)

THANK YOUs & SORRYs

I am sincerely dedicating dis post to all my friends and family that has been with me throughout dis years. i know i haven't been dat good to everyone and maybe what hurts people the most is when i forgot to say this 2 simple but meaningful words : THANK YOU, I'M SORRY

i admit dat i always tend to forget to say THANK YOU to anyone dat has helped me or done me a favor. i mean what is it dat so hard for me to say the word? i won't deny dat it's all my faults. the blame is on me...

And for dat - I'M SORRY. just like the song - Sorry seems to be the hardest word - i kinda can relate to the song since it it the hardest word for me to say. it's not dat i'm arrogant, cocky, ignorant, etc. i just find it hard to do so...

Anyways, my cousin sent me a text 2 days ago saying dat she's going back to Bangkok the day after. she's not gonna celebrate hari raya wit all of us here in KL. so sad :'(